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Rachel Treisman
The Department of Justice has released millions of documents and images from criminal investigations into Jeffrey Epstein since December, but his purported suicide note was sealed in an unrelated court case until this week.Jon Elswick/APhide caption
A suicide note purportedly written by Jeffrey Epstein in prison has been publicly released, nearly seven years after Epstein's former cellmate said he found it.
District Judge Kenneth Karas unsealed the one-page note Wednesday in response to a legal petition from theNew York Times, whichreported on its existencelast week.
NPR has not independently verified the authenticity of the note. The five sentences on a sheet of lined paper read in part: "It is a treat to be able to choose one's time to say goodbye. Watcha want me to do — Bust out cryin!! NO FUN — NOT WORTH IT!!"
Nicholas Tartaglione has said he discovered the note while sharing a cell with Epstein at the now-closedMetropolitan Correctional Center. The two overlapped for about two weeks in July 2019 — shortly after Epstein's arrest on federal sex trafficking charges — as they awaited their respective sentences, according to documents released by the Justice Department.
Their cohabitation ended after Epstein was found unconscious in his cell withmarks on his neck, in a suspected suicide attempt outlined in a 2023 Department of JusticeOffice of Inspector General report.
According to the report, Epsteininitially claimedthat Tartaglione had assaulted him, which Tartaglione denied. Epstein changed his tune while on suicide watch in the following days, telling prison staff that he had no memory of the incident. Epstein died by suicide in a different cell less than a month later.
Tartaglione told writer and influencer Jessica Reed Kraus in aJuly 2025 podcast interviewthat he was in the cell when Epstein allegedly tried to hang himself the first time, and "woke up and saved him by performing CPR." He said he discovered Epstein's note in one of his books after that incident.
A judge has unsealed a note purportedly written by Jeffrey Epstein in prison after a suspected suicide attempt in July 2019, a month before he was found dead in his cell.US District Court Southern District of New Yorkhide caption
"When I got back into the cell, I opened up my book to read and there it was," said Tartaglione, a former officer in the Briarcliff Manor Police Department in Westchester County, N.Y.,convicted of quadruple homicide.
Bruce Barket, one of Tartaglione's lawyers at the time, told NPR in a phone interview that he agrees with Tartaglione's public characterization of finding the note and giving it to his lawyers, but could not elaborate due to attorney-client privilege. The note had been in Tartaglione's files since then.
Barket said the note was relevant evidence in Tartaglione's case, because federal prosecutors had initially sought the death penalty against him and "his conduct in jail matters a lot in front of a jury." The note, if verified, would lend credibility to Tartaglione's claims that he not only didn't hurt his cellmate, but tried to help him.
"Ultimately, my goal here was to do whatever I could, obviously within the confines of the law and ethics, to protect my client and to advance his interests," Barket said. "And that's what we did."
